Perplexed

Dude, work sucks. I love my job, but it's only down fall is that it gives me a lot of time to just get stuck in my head. When I'm dwelling on something, I need distractions. Sadly, I only get calls once every half hour or so, and at the end of the day I really do appreciate the calls that take 45 minutes to an hour. I need to get out of my own head. I over analyze. I guess everyone does, but I'm so sheepish to begin with that any skepticism or second guessing turns me into an uber cowered. I don't dig it. I try writing at work, but they just turn to love/hate/loss/pissed off/emo songs that I read at home and wonder why I bothered. If I could just play my DS or something while working that would be so much better. Seriously, I have nothing to do for long periods of time, why can't I level my Pokemon? Ok, enough of this. Back to work.